Quote of the Year
POSTED AT 05:22 PM as a stickied post

anetskibebe

"Cheating is a form of insecurity. People cheat because for somewhat sick reason, they get immense satisfaction knowing they were able to present a better image of themselves to others. Sadly, the so-called 'others' can't tell the difference between fact and fiction."

back from the grave
POSTED AT 02:30 PM

anetskibebe

been a long while since i last wrote an entry. gawd, missed blogging so much! too bad i had to freeze the blog for a while(as requested by HIM).

anyhoo, so what's been cooking for the past several months? well, nothing much. paul and i got back together last year(feb 2007), and still getting stronger each passing day. no major issues(thank God!), and certainly, no overrated dramas over the past year and a half...just chugging along merrily, living each day to the fullest. the kids are fine, we're fine, exciting things happen every now and then...what more can one ask for?

been pretty busy here at the office though. oh, ive been transferred to a different LOB last march, and after several certifications(bloody exams!!!) i can now put the title, "Expert" after my name in business cards and email signatures(LOL!). well, in the IT business, titles are important, as they say. but to me, it's just another way of saying, "my services are far more expensive than the others". hehe.

happy happy happy. that's all i can say. the ghosts of the past has been exorcised and though they still sometimes manifest(imagined or not), ignoring them is the best way of confronting them(because eventually, they're just gonna get tired of trying to get your attention!). seems all negativity has been purged out of my system and i feel so light...

i feel so good. and lucky. and blessed. and beautiful.

Reading: who moved my cheese?
Listening to: aircon vents blasting frosted air
Feeling: indescribable

on being thirty
POSTED AT 04:10 PM

anetskibebe

i turned 30 last monday

nothing fancy, nothing grand. gabbi hugged and kissed me several times that day, saying hapi bewtday mami for each stop. danni gave me her greetings several days before, even counting each day and reminding me it's gonna be my birthday on monday. paul, well  hehe

i didn't receive any gifts that day. but it's ok, cuz i already have the best gifts the world can offer right here. i have my paul, my kids, a handful of good friends, and a good career in a company that takes care of their employees well.

lessons learned? a lot. was it all worth it? indeed.

i already made peace with the dark past. mended what was broken, renewed what has gone stale. the prospect of growing old doesn't scare me now...

Listening to: vertical horizon
Feeling: optimistic

in bloom
POSTED AT 08:18 AM

anetskibebe

received these last week...

nice isnt it? 

 

Feeling: surprised